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About Me Member Deviously Annoying PainsArtMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Tired and Sore

Sat Oct 22, 2005, 5:02 PM
It's weird, I've learned so much about ethics and numerous philosophies, but I still wonder how people can stay so steadfast to a single belief. I don't see how a stoic can keep the same train of thought twenty-four seven. I suppose it may have been easier back then.
Have you ever felt like saying or typing for hours just about how you feel and everything you've ever thought and then felt guilty about it? Thinking about how getting it out might help, but you just feel odd about doing it and you end up not doing anything. It's odd that I feel that way sometimes, because of my beliefs in existentialism and acting. It's always good to get a little bit of cheering even if it confuses the person you're trying to cheer up. Sometimes I feel like getting a few of my friends together and just talking in a comfortable environment and trying to get things out and cheer people up and all, but I know that hardly any of them would want to bother with that.
Right now I'm kinda stuck in my own thoughts. I've been sick for a week now and it feels like it's getting a bit worse. I spent all last night coughing and trying to not vomit up my lungs or something. The past few years I've felt weak and worthless, that's how I've truly felt even though I thought it was just me being strong and learning maturity from my years of getting help and all my experiences.

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  • Current Residence: Gaithersburg, Maryland. I've got no regional spirit.
  • Interests: rock,soccer,metal, blues, art, history, and many other things
  • Favourite movie: Too many to mention.
  • Favourite band or musician: Do you want the short list or the long list?
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal, Blues, Funk, Pop; you get the idea.
  • Favourite artist: My friends and everybody else.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Quite a few actually all the others I just don't know enough about.
  • Favourite photographer: My friends are pretty darn good. Everbody else I just don't know enough about.
  • Favourite style of art: All of them are good when used right. As long as there is a passion or at least a will for it.
  • Operating System: WTF mate? Hewlett Packard? Umm Xp? I don't know.
  • MP3 player of choice: My iPod wOrks!!!! I still love cd players though.
  • Shell of choice: Umm my clothes?The ones I impose upon myself are the best for me.
  • Wallpaper of choice: The cool ones.
  • Skin of choice: I suppose the one I have on fits me fairly well, it's the only one I know.Could be better or worse.
  • Favourite game: The stuff in life.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Life and death.
  • Favourite cartoon character: The cool one that everybody is currently infatuated with.
  • Personal Quote: "Life is an itch, too bad you can't scratch it."-me, who else would be that uncool?
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper and eraser anything else would be the worse for me.

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:iconshunter:
Thanks so much for the watch! Hope you are feeling better!

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thanks for the fav!

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:iconflumpie:
I am happy that you showed respect to the strongest dog in the world, thank you. :giggle:
:iconnightangel666:
Thanks for the fav so much :excited:
:iconchobi:
Thank you :p

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:iconartjoe:
thankyou! and i apologize for the big delay in responding.

:)

Joe
:iconbrandonc1:
Thanks for the watch, yay MD! :D

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